RANT
I miss my best friend. The person who I could tell everything to. I miss being able to rant to you. I miss everything about you. And I have no one to tell that to. QqI really hope you have the best life ever and you’re never sad anymore or even depressed… I hated your depression, I couldn’t understand it. But I wanted to so badly. But that’s besides the point and this is the only place I can let it all out. Just know I think of you everyday. And I miss you. And I can’t help all that. But I do. But one day I’ll quit feeling this way. But I honestly can’t say when that will be, because everything reminds me of you, all the happy moments come to mind and then your final words come to mind, like your chapped chips and little things like that make me cry… And I can’t stop it, I can be anywhere at any moment and any of that could come to mind and it brings a tear to my eye. Oh I miss you dearly. You were so good to me. And I was horrible. I’d say what I want, but that’d be selfish. But I do wish nothing but the best for you
